I picture my awareness as two quiet jurisdictions that negotiate the same space without collapsing into one: a horizontal current of thought and a vertical current of attention. Each lays down its own ledger of motion—undulating, steady, and never retracing itself—while their crossings acknowledge dialogue without erasure. Countermesh Ledger records that double governance: disciplined bands that keep respectful distance inside their families, yet freely intersect across them, mapping a self that stays legible because independence and exchange are both protected.